Theological Musings
by C. Grey Austin, Ph.D.
Installment XXVI -- March 1999
The opportunity to present the message at Unity
East Center for Universal
Truth in Pickerington, Ohio on February 14, 1999 was a challenge to
consolidate
my ideas and experience into a single statement. Suitable to the date
and to the message is the title: "You’re Divine, Valentine"
Readings:
Thomas Berry is a Roman Catholic priest, a monk and a college teacher
of
the history of religions who became, in later life, a committed
ecologist. In a recent interview [Parabola, Vol. 24, No. 1, 1999] he
was asked, "Does
our relation to nature connect with our inner human development?" This
is
his response:
"The outer world is necessary for the inner world; they’re not two
worlds
but a single world with two aspects: the outer and the inner. If we
don’t
have certain outer experiences, we don’t have certain inner
experiences,
or at least we don’t have them in a profound way. We need the sun, the
moon,
the stars, the rivers, the mountains and the trees, the flowers, the
birds,
the song of the birds, the fish of the sea, to evoke a world of
mystery,
to evoke the sacred. It gives us a sense of awe. This is a response to
the cosmic liturgy, since the universe itself is a sacred liturgy.
Humans
become religious by joining the religion of the universe. Apart from
that,
our souls shrivel and our imagination is dulled. If we lived on the
moon
our imagination would be as flat as the moon, our emotions would be
dull,
and our sense of the divine would reflect the lunar landscape. The
experience
of the beauty and grandeur of the outer world is totally necessary."
And these are the words of Meister Eckhart, a Christian mystic and
heretic
who lived in the thirteenth and fourteenth centuries, as translated by
Matthew
Fox:
"Apprehend God in all things, for God is in all things. Every
single
creature is full of God, and is a book about God. Every creature is a
word
of God. If I spent enough time with the tiniest creature – even a
caterpillar
– I would never have to prepare a sermon. So full of God is every
creature."
"You’re Divine, Valentine"
I invite you to come with me on my quest for an understanding of God.
It will carry us across galaxies and universes and through fifteen
billion
years of evolution, and so there will not be time for details. We’re
hitting
the high spots, connecting the dots, in the biggest possible picture,
then
hoping to discover where humankind finds meaning in that picture. When
Unity people say, "There is only one Presence and one Power in the
universe
and in my life," what is that Presence and Power?
The story begins with my dissatisfaction with the idea of a God who,
person-like,
can be persuaded by prayer or worship or good deeds to favor certain
persons,
but not others, with protection, continued good health, or miraculous
cures. I did not believe that God decides when some shall die and some
shall live. Later I discovered that Charles Fillmore called such a God
"capricious,"
and one in which he also did not believe.
I remembered that, fifty years ago in theological school, I had been
taught
that God is "that which is supremely significant and ultimately real,"
so
I began to search the sciences, which deal in reality, to tell me what
they
know. I found order, cause and effect, natural laws of gravity and
electromagnetism
and weak and strong nuclear forces, and consistent chemical reactions,
and
I found that when we look through an electron microscope at the
particles
of energy that make up matter we see the same orbital patterns in the
tiniest
structures that we see through the largest telescopes. Micro and macro
echo
each other, and patterns of reality express in holograms and fractals.
And
there is great consistency and order. Everything is connected, and it
has
a simple and elegant beauty.
But wait, that’s too easy. There is also Heisenburg’s Principle of
Uncertainty,
and Chaos Theory, and Prigogine’s theory that periodically reality
shakes
itself into new patterns, that this is how reality evolves. Behind the
consistency
is mystery. Scientists can reconstruct evolution back to within
nanoseconds
of the Big Bang, but whatever there was earlier is a mystery. Einstein
and
others have wanted to find a unified field theory, a single theory that
would
explain everything, but if there is such an explanation it remains a
mystery. Out at the edge of science, physics fades into metaphysics,
fact becomes
faith. Cause and effect may work, but we all know that our actions have
unintended consequences. We cannot predict outcomes. Reality is both a
beautiful wholeness and a beautiful mystery.
In the biological sciences we find great webs of inter-connections, an
ecology
in which everything is dependent upon everything else, and the greatest
dependency
of all is to be found in photosynthesis, the process by which sunlight
is
transformed into plant life and growth, and indirectly into our life
and
growth. But the life sciences, too, fade into mystery when we try to
find
deeper explanations.
So it is with how the universe has evolved since the great fireball. A
gradual cooling brought the delineation of galaxies and universes and
planets;
continents separated from oceans; natural laws and forces and patterns
structured
the process. Then, mysteriously, came life. Ken Wilber, one of my
mentors,
notes that each phase of evolution incorporates the previous one and
adds
new elements. "[M]atter and minerals were taken up and included in
plant
life, which then added the capacities for growth and reproduction.
These
capacities were taken up and included in animal life, which then added
the
capacities for mobility and an emotional and sexual life. Those
capacities
were taken up and included in humans, which then added the capabilities
for
rational and conceptual thought. Nothing is lost. All is retained,
enfolded,
included, and embraced in each successive step." Wilber finds no reason
to believe that evolution stops here, rather that we are in motion
toward
the next step.
Some would look at all this and find a plan and conclude that only a
master
planner could have thought this into being, but that’s a guess. An
interesting
one, to be sure, but I am satisfied to just accept reality as I find
it,
without the supernatural overtones of a Creator God. That, for me, is
more
of the Mystery.
And I conclude that the Universe is a friendly, benevolent place. It
accommodates
life and encourages growth, as long as we do not spoil it.
The world’s religions have come about as people in various cultures
have
tried their hands at connecting the dots, at explaining the mysteries.
In
the West, Judaism, Christianity, and Islam point to a distant God out
there,
up there, who set everything in motion and who, sometimes, dips in and
stirs
the pot. In the East, in contrast with the West, Buddhism, Hinduism,
and
Taoism tell us that to find ultimate reality, we must "Look within."
Parallel
with, though long before, our scientists, they testify to the oneness
of
the inner with the outer.
They also tell us to give up trying to define God. To define is a
Western
trait, a way of saying, "if it’s this, it is not that," a way of
putting
God in a box. In the East about as close to definition as they come is
to
say, "I am that, you are that, all this is that, and that’s all there
is." The Western approach is either/or; the Eastern approach is
both/and. The
Yin-Yang symbol represents the concept that what we in the West call
opposites
– male/female, dark/light, human/divine, natural/supernatural -- are
embraced
in a larger whole. The focus is wholeness, oneness. We might call it
"Unity."
For that matter, there are those within the Western religions, mystics
and
Gnostics, whose spiritual insights are closer to Eastern than to
Western
thought, who tell us of their awareness that they are one with the
divine.
Another set of dots also leads us within, as we discover that the
psychology
of Carl Jung reinforces what Eastern philosophy teaches. Jung
identifies
the Self (capital S) as that inner core of being that Hindus call
"Atman,"
Buddhists call "Buddha" or "the Buddha-self," Taoists call "the Tao,"
and
Christians call "the Christ" or "the Christ-self."
Then came my personal breakthrough. Barb and I were vacationing in
northern
Michigan, in a small cabin by the Little Platte River. We had dinner at
the Hungry Tummy restaurant in the little town of Beulah. While we
seldom
eat rich desserts, we rationalized that it was OK because we were on
vacation. My French Silk pie was sinfully delicious, but hardly
conducive to sleep. So all night long, through some combination of
waking, dozing, dreaming,
thinking, and meditating, I was focused on this theological journey of
mine,
and in the morning I had five categories of affirmations. I was able to
write them out quickly, without my usual groping for words. I filled
five
pages, each affirmation beginning "I am one with…." These are the lead
affirmations
from each section:
1. I am one
with all that exists and all that has ever existed.
2. I am one
with all life, past, present, and future.
3. I am one
with all humankind.
4. I am one
with all facets of my self.
5. I am one
with all that is supremely significant and ultimately real.
Those
eternal sources and forces and energies that constitute
how
the universe works, and that I call "God," find expression
in
me…. I am one with God. I AM.
It was truly a spiritual experience, and I feel intense emotion
whenever
I think about it or talk about it. [For the complete statement of my
"French
Silk Connection," see Installment 16.]
What is reality? What is included in this wholeness? The world’s great
wisdom traditions come together at this point. Some call it the
"Perennial
Philosophy," or the "Great Chain of Being." It is the concept that
reality
consists of matter, body, mind, soul, and spirit. And the next step in
evolution,
the step beyond where we are now, is, I believe, to expand our
consciousness
and our living into the dimension of spirit – to the realization that
we
are not only matter, body, and mind, but spirit as well. Spirit is our
nature
and our home, our reality. Not that we leave behind the realms of the
body
and the mind, but that we find in them that all-pervading quality of
spirit,
that we find the sacred in the ordinary.
How do we do that, you ask? By opening ourselves to the ways of knowing
that lead us within, to our spirituality, to our own divinity. We get
along
fine in the material world with the knowledge we gain through our five
senses
and rational thought, but to find and express spirit, to become
enlightened,
we need to trust intuition, imagination, insight, and dreams.
I had set out to define reality, ultimate reality, only to find that
the
mystery of reality defies definition, and so the choice is ours. We
work
from the clues we receive, and we identify, or create, our own reality.
We can limit ourselves to what we can see, hear, touch, smell and
taste,
or we can look for deeper reality. It is a matter of perspective; faith
is a way of seeing.
If I look at a rock, I see it as inert, heavy, solid, and dense. If a
physicist
looks at the same rock, he or she will perceive a multitude of tiny
sub-atomic
particles moving at tremendous speeds within that same space. If that
rock
happens to be a Petoskey Stone which I have collected from the shore of
Lake
Michigan, then it takes on another dimension, another meaning. A
Petoskey
Stone is a fossil rock showing the hexagonal patterns of Colony Coral
that
existed as a very early form of life in the warm, salt sea that covered
northern
Michigan 350 million years ago. (I carry one in my pocket to remind me
that
I am a part of that long and continuing evolution.) So, how I see
reality
is a matter of perspective: I can choose to see a rock as an inert part
of the landscape, or as an atomic dance, or as an ancestor.
Similarly, I can choose to see myself as an insignificant speck in an
overwhelmingly
large universe, or as a "sinner," as my religions upbringing taught me,
or
as a manifestation of an ultimately divine mystery. And which of these
self-descriptions
I choose will affect my self-esteem, my relationships, and my
contributions
to the welfare of others. I choose the path that lets me greet another
person
with "Namaste," which is a Hindu way of saying, "The divinity in me
greets
the divinity in you."
From all of my searching, then, I have come to think of God as the
divine
mystery that is expressed in the wholeness of all that exists and in
the
goodness of growth and beauty, and that I understand as the essence of
life,
love, and being. I find that essence to be the binding and bonding
force
for health and wholeness that animates and activates me, just as it
permeates
and creates the conditions for health and wholeness in the rest of the
universe. I am one with all that, with all that is, at the very heart
of all that
is.
Our human ways of expressing that divinity are in nurturing, creating,
acting
with compassion, trusting, and loving.
And so I greet you today with my own form of "Namaste" – "You’re
divine,
Valentine."
(Copyright 1999 by C. Grey Austin, all rights
reserved.)
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